in the last week;

in the last week;
1. i passed the deadline for handing in my course selection sheet, because i don't know what the fuck i want to do.
2. am phoneless. mother has it. FUCK.
3. i've binged. a lot.
4. i decided to become vegan for the week. i kind of failed a bit with a few things that the label warns "may contain milk products." i'll go buy some vegan chocolate, some better tasting soy milk, & have another go at it for the next week.
3. & as previously mentioned, i binged. a lot. so much so it was worth mentioning twice.
4. im trying to stick to 745 for a daily intake, but i'm considering abc ..
4&a-half. vegan abc?
5. i went tobogganing thursday, with chef, lucy & green. but then another guy tagged along in the end, not so much of a double-date then. i froze. painfully. ended up at greens house, where we cuddled up on the couch & watched a movie. when me & chef were alone, he straight out asked me "why aren't you going out with green?" i was so taken aback that i didn't know what to tell him. i knew why i didn't -

he'll regret it. he deserves better. he should have better than me. i don't deserve him. i don't deserve anyone. my life's too complicated to let him in.

i told chef he was right, i was being stupid. like always.
6. he asked me out - saturday.

 7. i'm now going out with green.
officially-er.

i'm a girlfriend? -shudders- that's too weird.
8. fought with mother; again&again&again&again&again.
9. was kept sane by those lovely ladies at the tea cup cafe. join us for a cup? (of thinspo.)
10. tech class ;
a. i made a new friend. he annoys me, but we're an interesting team.
b. monday - we were loud. teacher wishes he has the power to make a seating plan.
c. tuesday - he attempts to put one in place, & i commend him for trying. i was also interrogated because half my class knows about green & me. .. how did he tell more people in my grade than me? ~ stoners talk..

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 distortedperception; i read your blog. but your comment thing is BROKEN. D':

petal - thanks for the advice. i think i'll knit. happy to hear you've got yourself with control. (:
i'm so glad to hear that you have such an amazing relationship with her. & yeah, i guess if you're as open with her as you are, there isn't a reason to hide your blog & none for her to read it.
rose (neverfit) - thank you. just read some of your blog, it's great too!
lol, actually i've had a few teachers ask me if i've ever been tested. like straight up pulled me aside during class, so i could probably get one real easy. but i'm on a few allergy medications & make-my-skin-prettier pills so its doubtful that i could ..

hello to thin is 4eva, athanasy, julie & mina, & chelsea lyles! staystrong & sleeptight lovely ladies!