all together now - two weeks.

this may get boring so you may just want to slip on down to friday the twelfth.
comment reply's at the very bottom.

wednesday febuary third.
the dark days begin.
for the first time in three years, i have no recor of what i ate.
this odd phonomenon continues until sunday.
- discoverd that there's a filmfest on that weekend. classic sci-fi.
thurdsay febuary fourth.
daddys not coming this weekend, so;
i cannot be stopped, & don't care how grounded. classic sci-fi? i'm so going. but with who ..
- call green. he's not home & i don't want to call his cell if he's out ..
- call (a good friend of mine, who hates green & vice versa. green doesn't know we talk or he might explode. he's referd to as;) HHG (hot history geek).
friday is on. we'll go and watch 2001 a space odyssey because we're all super-geeks.
friday febuary fifth.
- go to watch classic sci-fi cult film with HHG & othergeekyfriend.
- a new theory is born!

geeky guys see a girl late at night with her friends wearing a really short skirt in freezing conditions.
they stare & say "respect" etc.
(i cannot have "respect" for a girl who cannot check the weather.)
very open with their sexuality & somewhat flamboyant -cough-green-cough- guys call similarly dressed girls sluts.
after talking this oddness over with a friend, we deducted that guys who don't see much of girls, are amazed by girls & their skin. while thats always an option for other guys it doesn't entertain them nearly as much.
weird eh?

saturday febuary sixth.
- green is late so we miss the movie. not a problem.
we walk around downtown, [chapters, record stores, condom-shack(?), & starbucks.]
sunday febuary seventh.
last of the dark days.
- go colts!
(they lost.)
monday febuary eighth. 1228.
- went to school at lunch.
tuesday febuary ninth. 2700.
- curling game. we won our first end this season! (that's bad..)
wednesday febuary tenth. 2500.
thursday febuary eleventh. 1034.
math test - failed. 44% (once upon a time math was my best subject.)
- dj'd the valentines day dance.
sluts galore.
i wanted to sleep, & read, & knit.
friday febuary twelfth. 1630.
this should be crazy long, but i'm just going to write the basics.
- no school.
- mother wasn't home & i was called.
- (naked) quesadilla cookoff at greens.
green & his cousin were (uhm .. sailors? chefs?) shirtless.
lucy & her [half-]brother are very competitive & decided to be "team more naked" wearing only boxers & aprons. (lucy had a bathing suit top on too.)
(mind you, lucy is very conservative, & would never do this under normal circumstances, she's just very competitive.)
- i judged. took a bagillion photos.
- i think green tried to kiss me.
..
yeah, he did.
we were outside, i opened my eyes & he was like a cm away from my face.
[i'm very skidish.]
i jumped, yelped, & fell over.
.. smooth.
-blah-blah-blah-
we were on the couch together, yeah he defiantly still likes me.
{as obsessed had already said.}
he held me a lot, it was a small couch.
it was hard for me to let him touch me. (through clothes & all, i just mean contact in general.)
- the Olympics were ethnic.
anybody reading this in another country be aware that french is not our first language.
- i got home at 12:30am. mother was asleep.
saturday febuary thirteenth. 1700.
- for the first time, mother took my phone away.
- green called, he was still pushing to do something for valentines day.
sunday febuary fourteenth. (valentines.) 1200.
monday febuary fifteenth. 950.
- family day.(not valid in this household.)
no school.
tuesday febuary fifteenth. 1370.
- got to school at 10:30am. badddd.
- i made brownies.
wednesday febuary sixteenth. 1280.
- got into it with mother for the umpteenth day in a row.
i can't remember a day when we got along ..
- i need my phone.

-comment reply's-

` sophie; wow - i'll go read more of your blog, perhaps we're like brain twins? (;
& thanks!
` petal; haha! good that i'm not like crazy attached or something.
oh no! who got you & what'd you do?
thanks.
` sarah; do you think/know that he reads it?
do you ever find yourself thinking about what you're writing & worry what'll happen if/when he reads it?
thank you.
` throughtheraindrops; that's what got me all paranoid first.
i do. and nothing was showing up. so i figured i was all in the clear right?
well turns out blogger is blocked from her history, i don't know how, & no matter how many hours i spen online trying to figure out how, when i enter blogger.com or my old page, nothing shows in her history. fortunetly for me this one isn't blocked, so i figure she hasn't found this one.
but i don't know how she did it.
& still, there are other computers in the world, she could still find it.
which bothers me .. far to much to be healthy.
but thanks, good to know i'm not overly paranoid. (:

goodnight ladies.
much love & staystrong.
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