weighed ; 105
muuuch more believable, just took a day for those calories to kick in.
me & a few people bet a friend of mine that she couldn't say anything demeaning to us the whole day. (she usually just calls everyone a bitch/whore, all in good nature though.)
she lasted 30minutes.
but that was last week & i haven't been to school in a few days, so today was our reward; she bought us lunch.
crap; food.
so we all only bought a few things, mostly just trying to stay cheap for her.
i got a tea & chicken sandwich; 310.
had a long discussion with a friend about chocolate mocha's. he saw my tea & checked it wasn't coffee; apparently
me + coffee = far to hyper (therefore) bad.
mother called me; during school, of course she wouldn't know what time it ends. (its been the same for the last three years.)
anyways; more (medical) tests after school: "don't forget."
so i don't have a ride, & i don't know how to get there since it's in mississauga & i live in toronto.
a friend of mine lives near there so she gave me instructions & a bus ticket.
i was asked to sub in on a curling game, & had to decline. so while waiting for the bus i could see my coach across the street getting gas & angrily talking to my team mates who also didn't go.
i hid behind a tree.
got home, chi latte & lemon-cookies; 254.
decided to try this chocolate-coffee thing called a mocha somethingorother.
..
i think i may have a coffee allergy.
i've never really drank coffee before, & now my cheeks are kinda puffy & i've got a wicked head ache. (even though caffeine helps head aches..) regardless i'm twitchy now.
too bad since i really liked it, & it was only; 55.
.. i'll try it again later.
ate some fish for dinner; 170.
total that's; 786,
which isn't so bad.
i'm gonna keep it below 800 here on out.
sorry, i rant.
i'll get better at this blogging thing eventually.
(more straight to the point & all.)
staystrong.
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I hope you're not allergic to coffee! It helps curb cravings and reduce hunger loooaaads (yeah, I'm a coffee nut)
ReplyDeleteHope the doctors goes well :)
Much love Kiki xx