binged yesterday - a lot today. (lasagna was involved. as well as manny cookies.)
the scale read 102.5lbs this morning. lying again? i think so too.
think i'm gonna fail my physics exam; i know nothing. got pretty upset in class, but with no attention drawn to myself. just went back to my seat & hid in a textbook. then i got called down to the guidance councilor's office. (my regular one's a perv so i applied to be switched to his boss. i got it - yes.)
bad idea to walk into there already crying so i walked extra slow ..
anyhow - i've now got a bunch of aptitude tests lined up - i'm also recommended to do a victory lap{! yay?-nay?} because i'm so indecisive.
finally saw friend of mine. between her co-op & my indefinite house-bounding, we haven't seen much(any) of each other recently.
anyways, we talked about green. (whom i'm in the middle of a very complicated [relationship?] with.) she's the one who introduced me to him in the first place.
anyways; she's at an awkward spot with the new guy she's seeing. (who's green's cousin. & green doesn't know they've gone out.)
(-update- she just txted me; "tonight was a success." wonder if they'll tell green now.. ?)
basically it was just nice to have some girl talk.
more high school drama & whatnot happened - all very tedious & boring.
on the bus ride home;
i found out two of my (shorter) friends weigh 90lbs. crap.
a really scary guy wanted to use my phone. i said no but he just kept pestering. i put myself between him & the door, gave it to him for a sec, & got off the stop after. much longer walk home in the cold but 1. didn't want to be on the bus with him any longer, 2. walked with my friend home a bit & 3. burned more calories carrying my 25(?)lb bag up the long hill that is my street. every little bit counts! ;)
after the horrible days that have been today & yesterday, i'm fasting tomorrow.
oh & random little bit of shout-out/news;
i have my first follower! honestly i didn't really think i would have any, but its kinda cool to see that someone other than me is reading this. & she told me this great little fact; coffee curbs cravings. (- had some 20min ago, i've got that head ache again, and am a little woozy, gr.) so;
Hello Kiki!i have my first follower! honestly i didn't really think i would have any, but its kinda cool to see that someone other than me is reading this. & she told me this great little fact; coffee curbs cravings. (- had some 20min ago, i've got that head ache again, and am a little woozy, gr.) so;
School is annoying, I hate being there. Stay strong. I am going to be following you (and fasting with you today (:!!!) Follow me back, please? And tell me how your successes was in school, or overall today.
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