first post.

this blog is my new place just to talk, rant, ect. this is also partly a new years resolution. i would like to also have a recording of my thoughts to go with my other compulsive recordings. though i don't think i'll be posting my daily count here, not sure yet.

if you find this blog at all interesting i'm happy to entertain you with my life. sorry if it doesn't.

so today is the first day of 2010. [i think that's the first time i've ever typed that!] i woke up at two something in the afternoon, after a nice long ten hour nights rest; which is the most i've had in weeks.

i feel all gross now because my mother picked up fast food for dinner so i opted for a salad but was given fries. i really didn't want to eat them but she wanted me to eat a bit of them anyways so they wouldn't go to waste. i was feeling rather wonderful this morning as opposed to my usual grogginess but since i'm all crappy now, i'm fairly sure it must have been the crappy food. i'm also being bad & waiting to tally up. don't wanna look at numbers. oh well, it tasted ok & now i'm just gonna chug some lime flavoured water.

sometime this week i' going to try & post my new years resolutions, but i want a chance to think them all through thoroughly before i commit. i'd hate to have to give up on a few because i hadn't considered what i was getting myself into. i realize this may seem like major over analysing to some people, but 1. i tend to do that often, & 2. i've never really made bunch of new years resolutions & defiantly haven't stuck to the few i have had for more than a week. this year i hope will go differently.

[sorry i haven't thought of a sign off yet .. ]

~ goodnight.